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Ok a lot folks here know Im not a very healthy guy. I'm not quite 40 and I got a severe case a adult onset type 1 diabetes. Long story short I lost 60lbs of my 160lb body weight in three months and about died five years ago.......... But I made a lot a changes to my health n reckless lifestyle and along with four or so shots a day and a ton a push up sit ups in walking my dogs I'm back to as strong or stronger as I ever was..................well accept I got neuropathy pain in my legs bad sometimes, lack a energy a lot and some days my moods are so drastically off that at least I can even recognize them fast now and deal with them.......lifes ok even good th0ugh now and Im still adjusting to a big chamge made me poor but im humble and I don't really care about money like a lot a western folks cuz I'm part native and for some reason the money hating "pheno" is expressed quite clear in my genotype LMAO
Well Christmas day I started to get sick with what seemed to be a cold or flue symptoms ....
but you'd have to be a type 1 to understand I always feel kinda shitty like a person who has the flue and honest I don't like the whole Christian falla la la la holiday thing so my mood was bad. I figure too many edibles n maybe a lil too many sips a shine IDK......WRONG
I got sicker n sicker no matter what I did until finally new years eve this is no shit I slept from 2am until 5:30am jan 2nd almost 28 hours non stop I never stirred to flip my pillow no pissing no nothing........I live alone with five dogs n 4 parrots and everyone them was in my bed room freaking out and I was white as hell and my lips sorta blue when I woke up. Probably though just from no insulin in over 24 hours. I took all my meds ate breakfast and I felt sick still but not like I was gonna die. This just scared the shit out me. I don't know if I went in a coma that time or what but everyone I've told eithr don't believe me thinks it was drugs or is just blown away. I'm almost afraid to tell my Dr about it but it scared the shit out me. Before most who know me lifes all about majical hocus pocus and afterlife n spiritual bullshit but ya know 28 hours out not a dream nada I wonder if one day its just lights out for all of us and not only does this make me afraid as fuck to die now its kinda sad cuz I've lost a lotta folks Ilove very much I look forward to bein with one day.......
anyways who even gives a fuck right? well I figured this place is a good place to get opinion on wtf happened to me..........fucked my gardens all up tell ya that Im seriously scrambling to save moms Ive kept twenty years.
peace folks and be happy you are fucking alive today:confused:
Well Christmas day I started to get sick with what seemed to be a cold or flue symptoms ....
but you'd have to be a type 1 to understand I always feel kinda shitty like a person who has the flue and honest I don't like the whole Christian falla la la la holiday thing so my mood was bad. I figure too many edibles n maybe a lil too many sips a shine IDK......WRONG
I got sicker n sicker no matter what I did until finally new years eve this is no shit I slept from 2am until 5:30am jan 2nd almost 28 hours non stop I never stirred to flip my pillow no pissing no nothing........I live alone with five dogs n 4 parrots and everyone them was in my bed room freaking out and I was white as hell and my lips sorta blue when I woke up. Probably though just from no insulin in over 24 hours. I took all my meds ate breakfast and I felt sick still but not like I was gonna die. This just scared the shit out me. I don't know if I went in a coma that time or what but everyone I've told eithr don't believe me thinks it was drugs or is just blown away. I'm almost afraid to tell my Dr about it but it scared the shit out me. Before most who know me lifes all about majical hocus pocus and afterlife n spiritual bullshit but ya know 28 hours out not a dream nada I wonder if one day its just lights out for all of us and not only does this make me afraid as fuck to die now its kinda sad cuz I've lost a lotta folks Ilove very much I look forward to bein with one day.......
anyways who even gives a fuck right? well I figured this place is a good place to get opinion on wtf happened to me..........fucked my gardens all up tell ya that Im seriously scrambling to save moms Ive kept twenty years.
peace folks and be happy you are fucking alive today:confused: